Falling

I am falling
I am calling
I am screaming but there's no one to hear

As I fall upon the earth again
I'm looking now for a way to win
But I realize as the pain grows strong
I'm only seeking for an end to it all

No one wins at the game of life
We only try to not end with a knife
But when one's pain is more than what they can bear
They search for hope but find there's nothing there

THEY SEE ME FALLING WITH A BEAT IN MY CHEST
THEY TRY TO CATCH ME AS IF THAT IS WHAT'S BEST
THEY SEE ME AS LIFE NOT A SOUL THAT'S IN PAIN
WHEN ALL I WANTED IS SIMPLY TO WANE

THEY NEVER NOTICE THE WAR IN MY MIND
THEY NEVER SEE WHAT I LEAVE BEHIND
THEY ONLY HEAR WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR
THEY NEVER FACE WHAT I FIGHT EACH YEAR

THEY SEE ME BREAKING BUT DON'T SEE THE STRAIN
THEY NEVER NOTICE THE WEIGHT OF THE PAIN
THEY SPEAK OF HOPE LIKE IT'S EASY TO FIND
I'M STILL SEARCHING WITH NO PEACE OF MIND

They want me to live but I want to die
They hold me close as I want to cry
They think it is helping but my pain is too real
No one knows how I really feel

I SCREAM OUT MORE
I BEG AND I PLEA
BUT ALL THEY DO
IS TRY TO SAVE ME

I'm falling down and I want to drown
But people keep pulling me despite my frown
They think that my pain is better than death
But they can't see me try to take a breath

I want a way out with the love and support
To say goodbye as my life's cut short
When I've done all I can and it's just not enough
I know this is hard and it's going to be rough

I'm falling
They see me falling with a beat in my chest
I'm calling
They try to catch me as if that is what's best
I'm falling...
i'm falling...
And i want to drown